Life’s like that isn’t it? Just when you think you’re happy and settled, with a hope for the future, it falls down like a house of cards. Turns out that I wasn’t enough for the ex-SO and so, after a foolish retry at it, I let him go. Now I have to start all over again. I don’t like being single; I much prefer having someone to share things with, be it a joke, a spectacular night sky, a meal, a movie… a bedroom. Do I come across as desperate? Maybe but I’m still sore, still licking my wounds and wondering what it’s like to be single, alone, free.

On a happier note, the weight loss is progressing nicely and I’m down to 22st 10 as of today. This means that I can now use the Wii Fit Balance Board to weigh myself, as well as my digital scales. I can use the BB to work out with, since it didn’t work when I was over 23st8. I also do Body Pump class twice a week and can actually feel my muscles growing in my arms, shoulders and thighs, now that there’s not such a blubber layer over them. So, onwards and upwards and let’s see what the rest of the year brings.